But how do you know which table to play at?
I am currently (as if not always) confused on who I should really be with…dramatic I know but I feel like I should make a choice
So let’s go Rory Gilmore style and make a pro/con list…
Maikol
Pro
Getting his PhD in engineering (values education/ can mean a good job)
Wants me to meet his mom (is this a pro?)
Is helping me learn Spanish
I feel like there used to be a lot more pro's
Con
Was dating someone else and didn’t tell me until it was over
Doesn’t call to see how I am
Speaks Spanish around me and doesn’t translate anymore
Acts possessive about me talking to guys but ignores things when he is talking to girls (like when he brought that girl to the movies…was that double dating?)
Doesn’t do things I want to do (like pumpkin picking), only things he picks and then I get to pseudo pick an option
Mike
Pro
Masters degree (also values education)
Notices all of my quirks (even when he runs commentary on them)
Diffuses my sarcasm pretty quickly
Remembers lots of random facts about me
Hates scary movies
Can talk about anything for hours (and have)
Mirrors my body language (psychologically a sign of trust)
Con
Younger than me
Keeps me separate from his home friends (although I have met one of them)
Calorie Counting
OK I’ve come to realize this may not be the best system…I also realize my list focuses on what they do for me…which is that a good way to go?
Like am I being dramatic? I mean when I am with Maikol we have fun but I just don’t know lately…like am I just liking Mike because he pays more attention to me?
Someone told me to choose based on the greater good…how do you know which choice is for the greater good?
What even constitutes the greater good?
Eww I miss funny posts….this is all very annoying but its what I’m thinking about…
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