Damn you technology

So first...I never thought anyone read my blog (except for Meg...or Mel when I forced her) so to get a comment from Annah (who's blog is awesome btw) was really cool...you should check out her blog as well...if I was savvy and knew how to make her name the link I totally would...but you can check my last post for her comment/link

So just an update...I've been hanging out with someone new...we'll call him OneStep (because he always seems to take jokes one step too far)and I think it's good but it's also super difficult for me...because I have to think about it actually working and that means one day I'm going to have to talk about my feelings...something I hate to do...

So far we've been out to the movies twice, out to a ball game, and on Friday he showed me his new apartment...we hung out and talked for awhile...his phone rang and it was a mutual friend so he gave it to me to answer...which always works for me because I get to act ridiculous...afterward we went to dinner (he paid, snatched the bill off of the table to be exact to prevent me from attempting to pay) he held doors, walked on the outside of the street, all of those things that I secretly pay attention to...he talked about the future...about getting a puppy, he asked me if I was allergic (I later found out he is in his lease for a year so he meant after that...long term??) We wandered around Target because he needed gift wrap for a birthday party the next day, he let me take over all the shopping duties and he paid...I made one comment about liking Avatar and he picked it up...I teased him about it and he said he was trying to expand his blu-ray collection and liked that I recommended it...I think it's kind of cute...we go back to his house and watch Slumdog...which I had never seen before...so it was like out of an episode of boy meets world...we started on opposite sides of the couch and slowly moved closer...it was hysterical...finally I decided to do the full lean on his shoulder/lap for the rest of the movie...when the movie was over we chatted for a bit and watched some Leno...then I left and he walked me to the door and gave me a big hug and then pulled back and I was thinking here's my chance to kiss him and all of a sudden he turned and looked at me and I totally chickened out and gave him another hug instead...I felt really lame

So last night I was out with Carianne and we were talking about OneStep and she said I should ask him to do something so I texted and he said he was busy...so I was kind of annoyed and it felt like rejection so I was kind of in a huff...so i went home and entertained myself with boys online...and I checked my phone as I was going to be and he had texted to ask if I was on googlechat...which i thought I was but my phone had logged me in and then not given me access to it...so finally this morning I was able to look at it and he had left a message saying that he thought dessert with me was better than any work he was doing around the house and was I still interested...I was really annoyed that I missed it...so I sent him a message that I never got his message last night and did he want to do something today...I think he's sore with me because he hasn't responded...

Sigh...this is more difficult than I thought...it seems like everyone is touchy...including me