You win some, you lose some

OK well the movie he brought was Tin Cup...I've never seen that and well whatever it was about golf with a bit of rom com haha....he is less cute than I thought he was via video phone...can videos be deceiving? We ended up kissing a little bit and his hands attempted to wander but I nipped that in the bud (I'm not easy!!)...and he behaved...however you know what a makeout whore I am so I can't help that...I think kissing is fun...but anyway

So I can't tell if I think it went well or not, he kissed me goodbye and he texted me a couple times already...we'll probably talk later...and he's a really good cuddler haha like nothing serious but just some couch type arm around my shoulders cuddling nothing horizontal...we had really good conversation like he's pretty smart...made the unfortunate choice of a history degree though lol...so he works with kids

kind of like my job...or old job I guess...we talked about golf and the problem with education and he thinks I am smart...only thing was at one point he was like well sometimes I disappear for a few days but I don't want you to think I've disappeared or something...and then he was like well because I met this one girl...and starts talking about past people which I thought was weird or maybe inappropriate
hmmm maybe this is the only weird thing I felt like there was something else I wanted to tell you....but I can't remember...however during my date Sam totally texted me...I felt like that was fitting for some reason...

oh and I remember what else bothered me...he wore a damn sweatshirt and jeans while I looked very cute...I feel like damn you can't put some effort into your appearance? WTF...and he's from Avon...like Tim...but he eh...I don't like him
I can't explain it...its like going out with him made me realize how much i want to date Sam...but I can't because he's with that hooker face Danielle...what am I going to do?

Update: So Greg just texted me and was like "you know I don't want anything serious right now right? I really just want to hang out and see"

Unfortunately, I want something serious...I'm tired of just macking it...I want a boyfriend like a real puts effort into things, thinks I'm adorable, wants to spend time with me kind of guy...not a when it's convenient for him kind of guy....

So all in all I learned a lot from this date...who I don't want to be with, what works and doesn't work and how much I really want to be with Sam....I mean the chemistry is there for us...I just don't know what to do