I just realized I haven't posted in days after my posting binge...
Things are weird as always...I think that Sam might have stopped seeing that girl...I can't be sure but he has been a lot friendlier with me and then on the phone I heard him say "no we got along well" 1-past tense? 2-if someone asks you about the person about the person you like do you say you get along? shouldn't it be I like hanging out with them or we have fun together? So if they aren't broken up yet it's imminent...plus he has been touching me more...like when he went to touch my face like in a tender way open palm side of my face kind of deal and then I made a face and he seemed to catch himself and pinched my cheek instead but seemed generally flustered. and he asked me out to starbucks yesterday...we haven't gone out for quite a bit...and last night we actually talked on the phone...normally we text...and it was funny because he seemed nervous like long pauses and such...he also has completely stopped talking about her which is good...oh and he looked like he was going to pass out when chris said I woke him up yesterday he seemed more than a little surprised until I explained it was via text and I made a comment about his face and he wouldn't make eye contact with me...we'll see...we have a school date today after class...oh and I forgot he is going to be my research buddy for the summer...WHAT?! lol so I'll keep you posted
although in other news....Doug....idk wtf is up with him...he's being oddly nice to me lately...and commenting on my fb status about seeing me in person and stuff like it's weird and whenever I am with Sam he stares at me like he wants to talk to me but isn't sure what is going on with me and Sam so he just kinda stares which is sad really...like idk if he feels like he missed his chance....because he did...I mean i cared about him a lot but now I only seem to feel sorry for him...
Other than that life is pretty good...no one is hiring but we'll see, maybe something will come up
or potentially I could go to the STIPDG...I think I am getting it but my states are so far away....I mean at the time it sounded like a good idea but things have changed a lot...it's a good opportunity so we'll see I mean if that's all I have well then that's what I am taking...I don't have a choice really...I did however qualify for unemployment...so now I'll get a paycheck and get to work on my homework haha
OK time for school
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