Tiger Woods I'm not...

So today went well...it was really cute actually

I met him at his place and we headed out for lunch....after the waitress takes our drink orders first question out of his mouth are "so are you still seeing that mystery guy?" and I was immediately confused...he reminded me of a night that I was telling Jenn the story of Chad telling me he loved me and I told Mr. X that it was a secret and I never told him it was Chad, so he only knows him as the mystery guy

So I say no, its done and he half smirks and then is like oh who ended it, you or him...and I tell him it was mutual and he's like oh ok and then sits there like he's thinking to himself and then was like oh im sorry about that...and I was like oh its ok it happens sometimes...and I change the subject...because really what is there to say?

So lunch went really well we talked about his family, my family, hobbies, etc

And then we went to the golf range and that was really ridiculous...I am awful at golf...I do hold the club like a baseball bat though lol...and he told me that I have a putt-putt swing..so that shows I am a mini-golf pro...so one large bucket of balls later...I have some kind of swing, I have a favorite club and I totally made it to the middle flag...so all in all not too bad....although it was touch and go for a bit...but he was really patient with me and kept encouraging me...it was really cute

Then we went downstairs to the chipping area and we putted around and he said that besides his mom I am the only person he knows that takes advantage of the dip in the putter and gets air on a put...clearly a skill worth having LOL...so we played HORSE golf style...and though I started off with the lead he totally beat me...

So we headed back to his place and I was going to leave and he invited me...took the tour and we chatted and I met his cat...and oddly enough didn't have an allergic reaction...well not too bad of one anyway...and we had a few moments where it seemed like something...but one of us back away or we changed subjects or something

I tried to leave a few times and he would keep showing me something or telling a story so that I "tried" to leave about 4 times...he told me what an amazing time he had and asked me when he would see me again...he asked if I was coming to class, I told him I wasn't sure...but I told him I would see him...and we made plans for drinks again this week...and dinner on Friday night....so I think it all went well

I just...I don't know...like I don't know why I'm not more ecstatic about it...things went well, he paid attention to me, he must have had a good time to plan going out again...it was good...so why am I not more excited? Am I just jaded from the past experiences? I found myself thinking that maybe he'll end up like all the other ones earlier today before our date....well I'm willing to try as long as he tries...so we'll see...