Brian says I don't update enough...

So general update:

Mike & I are done, and have been for awhile, maybe I was in mourning because I didn't feel like talking about it, maybe I thought things would change...they won't...I can't explain what happened because well I don't really understand...we talked about things and he's really too emotionally stunted...he likes me but not enough to call it anything...he confronted me as if my views of dating were skewed...I don't understand why people aren't honest.

I can now focus on un-fucking up my life...focusing on things that work well, focusing on my career and focusing on friends and family and finding some sort of financial stability.

Been being a bit more social...I have volleyball and I have happy hours with some of my favorite friends...been making an effort to go to social things I am invited to and less work stuff...my boss got fired anyway so i feel like I can do what I want...new boss is okay, don't know that I trust him yet but we'll see...he thought my idea for an internal young professionals group was a good idea. He's taking it to the execs to see if anyone buys into it...I hope they will...I think it would be fun.

This weekend is kind of exciting...last night went to the movies with some of the MUPs...saw TRON...eww don't bother, all I could think was wow that's two hours I will never get back...tonight going with Tim to a party at Chad & Carolyn's...got a baller bottle of Absolut Limited Edition to exchange...who doesn't love alcohol? Besides Muslims and Jehovah's Witnesses I mean...tomorrow going to the Trans Siberian Orchestra with Tim and crew...should be fun, I've never gone before...I don't know exactly what to expect other than some sort of orchestra-ish-ness so who knows?

Next week the highlights include: Volleyball and going to see It's A Wonderful Life with Tim at this new theatre in Amherst that also serves alcohol..it's like best of both worlds...and now I don't have to smuggle in a magic bottle

Maybe I will even update next week