So we're in New Orleans for the APA Conference and well things are really weird here...I think this city does something to people...and I really don't like it...I feel like Brian, Jenn and I are the only ones not wrapped up in drama or off in their own world or just being weird...Dave is not himself at all...its so bizarre...I really don't understand it. Like I thought we would have all this time to hang out and have fun and stuff and that is not the case...we all disappear all day and when we see each other its weird. I don't get it at all...maybe I'm being weird too...I think I might be a little bit too but idk...its all weird and uncomfortable and I really don't like it.
Chad has completely lost his damn mind...he got super blackout drunk and tipped over chairs and tables and went into the girls room and ripped off their blankets and threw bagels at them and was just an asshole...like I have no idea what to say...Jenn is calling me the bulletdodger...which might be true.
Kelly and Derek are off wherever and Brian is usually with them...they never actually invite me anywhere they just make plans and start to head out and then say oh Kim what are you doing....awesome thanks...not that I thought we'd all be friends after graduation but really? I mean I assumed B and I would stay close and I figured Derek Kelly and I would at least be cordial but idk anymore...I think I still might blame this town...I think there might be some bad juju here or something...
Winter Break Mike has been texting me...which is also weird...like asking how things are, telling me to have a safe trip and whatever....idk how I feel about that either
Today I went to lunch with Mark (he was many boys ago) and that was weird too...I went to open my own door and he asked me if I was trying to be a progressive woman...like WTF
Then he gives me the whole his marriage isn't happy deal...I am not a poacher and I am not going to be the random distraction because you married an airhead...like you can't get married just because you're the only one of your friends not married. He kissed me on the cheek a bit too long when he dropped me off...but I did not reciprocate and I didn't invite him back up...its all just bad news bears
I pretty much hate NOLA...that I'm pretty sure of...I really just want this over with and I want to go back home...
way too much weirdness for my liking
